Some facts about me nobody asked for (and a lot of I-I-I’s)

-I am fiercely protective of what is mine

-I love fantasy 

-I sometimes hate reality 

-I don’t want to adult all the time 

-But will always do whatever needs to be done 

-I love Harry Potter because that’s my last bit of innocence 

-I am romantic 

-I am a realist 

-I expect 

-And don’t expect anything 

-I am always prepared for the worst 

-But that little bit left somewhere in me hopes for the best 

-I work hard 

-I dream and dream big- and I wake up and try my might to make it all happen

-I love immensely 

-I love wine 

-My Roza is not my dog she is my child- anything else said on the matter I will hate instantly 

-I hate summers can’t stand the heat 

-My favored seasons are fall and winter 

-Halloween I love for the holiday, for the 80/90s horror films, for carving pumpkins and for my sister 

-I love my sister 

-I miss her more than I can possibly say

-I love MM romance most of all 

-I love smutty books, writing one myself 

-Gin&Dubonnet is my favorite cocktail- after Gin&Tonic 

-I am not a fan of people I don’t always understand them and they certainly don’t understand me 

-Coffee is a must in the mornings but after that fuck no 

-Candles are a must in life always

-Spiders the world could do without 

-I have the taste palette of a 5 year old child and if it were up to me I only eat pizza and McDonald’s for the rest of time 

-I hate grocery shopping 

-I love cleaning 

-I am sure I have undiagnosed OCD and want that continued to be undiagnosed 

-Depression is a bitch, but also my familiar 

-I am a cynic 

-But I want- no I need a happy ending 

-I am a organized mess 

-I am a Aries and have no fucking clue what ever the fuck that means 

-I believe in Jezus and not God 

-Animals are cherished and always should be 

-I am sensitive and emotional 

-I have high walls to protect my sanity and peace 

-I can loose sight of these whenever family is concerned 

-I hate and love this about myself 

-I love Christmas and everything about it don’t fuck with it

-I hate my birthday and New Year’s Eve 

-I favor real plants instead of fake ones and I am determined to keep them alive- so far I am successful most of them did survive and the oldest I have has been with me for 7 years – the only 1 that did die went without known causes but is remembered fondly 

-I hate socializing 

-I am cautious about money and big purchases and don’t purchase hypes 

-I love reading 

-I love writing more 

-I myself am my biggest supporter and worst critic 

-I can light up with certain praises 

-With some I rather crawl up under the covers and hide 

-I love long hot showers 

-I think car sex is just a hassle 

-But road head should at least be tried once and deviously remembered 

-Bigotry I hate- one comment and we’re done 

-Same goes for sexism 

-I believe in equal rights for all- but also value male/female roles 

-I want to take care of all I hold dear 

-I want to be taken care of but I don’t know how 

-London is my main city and always will be 

-I love ‘to do holidays’- to see and learn and explore- I dislike sitting around a pool or beach all day 

-All inclusive is more than fine I don’t like the hassle what to eat or where- but I do love to eat 

-For me no fancy places- comfort and familiar is more up my alley 

-Disney is awesome and always will be 

-In a movie I care more about the dog than the people- if the dog makes it I’m allright

-I can’t with hardcore music or death metal 

-Hate sugary stuff but love savory 

-I hate drugs, yes even marijuana

-My favorite horror monster is Michael Meyers 

-Freddy Krueger scares me, I already have sleeping issues and when I finally do please (kindly) leave me the fuck alone

-My favorite childhood movies are Thumbalina and Ferngully 

-My favorite Disney movie is Beauty and the Beast 

-Gardening is the most hateful pastime 

-Board games are awesome

-I hate people who are late 

-I love just watching my Roza she is such a precious angel baby and a holy walking terror 

-I love the vanilla smell and taste 

-Dior Sauvage is my favorite male smell- at the same time it makes you a certified male whore 

-I can not sleep in a silent room, I need some noise- like asmr or natural noises like rain or fire sounds 

-I hate the nail tapping thing females seem to do 

-I love looking at beautiful nails but they aren’t for me

-I don’t snore- but sometimes I can sleep so heavily I can smack you across the face 

-I like fireworks for watching- hate it around me (little shih tzu’s don’t take kindly to it)

-I love make up and falls eye lashes as long it is all done naturally 

-Smells are very important to me, I love sniffing people close to me- and can pick them out of a crowd blind 

-Wash your fucking hands 

-I can’t live without music- Spotify is a must

-I prefer books to Kindle- But can’t do without either 

-I hate massages, it is always to hard and firm, light petting and touching is more up my alley 

-I love giving massages 

-I love giving gifts- but are a emotional wreck with receiving them 

-Nature is something I adore 

-Aliens to me are out there they are simply waiting to overpower us to shape us in doing better 

-I believe in ghosts 

-I don’t believe in possessions- hate those types of movies also 

-Love/adore stories about found family 

-I think TJ Klune is my favorite author 

-I think therapy is beneficial for those who are open to it and I personally think we all should be 

-I have a weakness for Down Syndrome “children” ever since I fell in love with my aunt Dientje 30 something years ago

-I watch the Passion of the Christ whenever I spiral out of control emotionally to get myself back in check and put myself back in place 

-When I want to destroy myself I watch Hatchi or The Art of Racing in the Rain 

-My favorite movie is Dirty Dancing 

-I have the worst eye-sight and without my contacts or glasses I am practically blind I have -6,50 

-I love my eyecolor- it is mostly green, some hazel and I share them with my sister and mother 

-I am a sarcastic fuck

-I used to hate my curls, it made my whole childhood including puberty a mess, people made fun of me for it, that it was like straw (it isn’t) but it does make me stand out. And I don’t like any light on me- I prefer the back seat and favor being overlooked 

-At the same time now I love my curls- it makes me stand out when I want, and when I don’t I rearrange them out of sight 

-I am a certified control freak for better or worse 

-I love walking- walks 

-Kissing is the most important for me in any intimate relationships. For me it shapes all. More than anything else. If we connect there, well.. 😉 

-Nobody privately calls me Stéphanie. The only one who ever did and never shortened it or gave me nickname was my grandfather. To him I was always Stéphanie

-My favorite flowers are hyacinths and lilies

-I dislike roses – they never caused me any harm but the generic theme of them turns me off (sorry not sorry I suppose)

-Why the fuck did I name my child “Roza” you may wonder now. Well let me tell you, where the world collided with Twilight- (I drifted don’t I always) and chose a different shore that was Vampire Academy. And the male main character called the female main character Roza instead of Rose- because he was of Russian heritage. So my baby was named for a book character and not for a flower